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Cutting right to it: Recently, my hd just suddenly fried itself and it can't be read/run on PC at all......sooo.....basically, ALL my work for the past 5 years are inaccessible (unless I had thousands of dollars to throw at someone to extract the data, that would be grrrreatttt)
Ok seriously, no, it's not even funny. I was having anxiety attacks...if I can call it that. Just thinking about the amount of stuff I had that I can't replicate or get back...
I had heaps of work man, and although a lot was unfinished, I had heaps with 10s of hours into each (plus I edit a lot). Not everything was backed up, thankfully most of my work was uploaded here or Tumblr...recent one was a painting of Garrus which I was proud of but FUCK. GOD FUCKING DAMN THIS SHIT, I'M SO...I'M JUST DEVASTATED AND PISSED. And now I'm wracking my brain for all the things I need to re-collect and start over, dl etc. programs, files... okay, so my art's gone, but I can draw them again and most likely they will look better because well, I'm better than a year ago (it will just be annoying and tedious to have to redraw it again) but then my docs... that's what kinda gets to me the most, because I write a lot of my ideas down and considering I don't have all too many ideas these days, they give me inspiration, so yeah....brain, do your magic.
And of course, just sentimental stuff too. I didn't have *too* much photos or w/e and most I just grabbed from somewhere else, but....sigh. Music is going to be the worst thing to recover because yeah, I can't remember all of it and that makes me panic, even if that seems illogical, a lot of it was hard to find. ffffffffffffffffffff UGH WHY.
And also the requests were...yeah... they of course are gone too.
My husband bought me a new PC, not laptop, and... well windows 8.1...what can I say, it's no Windows 7 and I would prefer to downgrade. I hate this app looking set up, why do they think everyone that uses a computer likes using phones....*cough* >_> This time, THIS FUCKING TIME I will have money to afford an external HD.
Now I must find all my drivers and most important of all, my beloved CS2. Screw everything else. I need to redraw the most important stuff I had again. oh god, the more I think about it, the more I feel I wanna vomit.
I think I'm going to...use a physical pencil for a while....after I replace some lost stuff.
signed,
very distressed person.
Ok seriously, no, it's not even funny. I was having anxiety attacks...if I can call it that. Just thinking about the amount of stuff I had that I can't replicate or get back...
I had heaps of work man, and although a lot was unfinished, I had heaps with 10s of hours into each (plus I edit a lot). Not everything was backed up, thankfully most of my work was uploaded here or Tumblr...recent one was a painting of Garrus which I was proud of but FUCK. GOD FUCKING DAMN THIS SHIT, I'M SO...I'M JUST DEVASTATED AND PISSED. And now I'm wracking my brain for all the things I need to re-collect and start over, dl etc. programs, files... okay, so my art's gone, but I can draw them again and most likely they will look better because well, I'm better than a year ago (it will just be annoying and tedious to have to redraw it again) but then my docs... that's what kinda gets to me the most, because I write a lot of my ideas down and considering I don't have all too many ideas these days, they give me inspiration, so yeah....brain, do your magic.
And of course, just sentimental stuff too. I didn't have *too* much photos or w/e and most I just grabbed from somewhere else, but....sigh. Music is going to be the worst thing to recover because yeah, I can't remember all of it and that makes me panic, even if that seems illogical, a lot of it was hard to find. ffffffffffffffffffff UGH WHY.
And also the requests were...yeah... they of course are gone too.
My husband bought me a new PC, not laptop, and... well windows 8.1...what can I say, it's no Windows 7 and I would prefer to downgrade. I hate this app looking set up, why do they think everyone that uses a computer likes using phones....*cough* >_> This time, THIS FUCKING TIME I will have money to afford an external HD.
Now I must find all my drivers and most important of all, my beloved CS2. Screw everything else. I need to redraw the most important stuff I had again. oh god, the more I think about it, the more I feel I wanna vomit.
I think I'm going to...use a physical pencil for a while....after I replace some lost stuff.
signed,
very distressed person.
My thoughts on DMC5
Been a while, but I thought I'd write a journal.
Life is somewhat mundane, can't really say anything so life changing has happened, other than buying another car, but eh.
I mostly just wanted to write about DMC5
I recently watched all the cutscenes from DMC5 (or shall we say, DMCV?? Heh) I definitely like it more than 4, I feel this installment has a lot more development to the story aside from the usual Capcom pitfallls...plotholes. I don't exactly want to spoil anything.... but the story between Nero and his, err, newly discovered/acquired family is hardly explained, but I'm actually not bothered by this idea anymore like I used to be
4/5/18
Con run for April is over. I'm so dead from the 3000km drive lmao. Next run is in June, again 2 cons a week apart... sad thing is, I'm not selling artwork now. No time, no space. I really want to, but with work and life in general, I can't unless in my spare time. I took 2 weeks off work and it was not a holiday, every single day I was busy. I had an argument with the hubby about it, and I do intend to continue with the creative stuff, but I'm telling myself i'm on hiatus atm, or something like that.. Also, yeah, I did not finish that Dante pic lmao.
I don't have time for anything, not even sleep. So when people come out and rant to me abou
NYE rant
This is a bit overdue now, but I just can't find time for anything personal or productive.
I'm writing this at work, sitting in the van, watching them push out Cathay Pacific, ready to depart. I find myself doing things I reserve in my spare time while at work more and more now. And I hate typing on my phone.
It's been an excessively busy year. I somehow managed to attend 6 conventions this year (4 of which was interstate) while juggling work and getting my shifts covered... our business has gotten bigger and bigger, and well, I'm pretty excited and proud to sell items I myself always wanted, from my fandoms.
It hasn't been all great tho
New things happening
Hello, back finally to write another post.
Firstly, I still cringe and get kinda depressed thinking about my old laptop crashing and all my work that was on it.. and I kind of want to get that off my profile with a new post (RIP old files.....maybe one day when I'm rich I will try to extract you *sniff*)
I'm writing now with an update.
So I'm looking forward to a new job I'm trying to land this week as an aeroplane cabin cleaner. Lot's of security checks and inductions, but I'm keen for this, I need something a little more fast paced right now because my lack of motivation for the past years has been a major hindrance.
In the art spectru
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That sucks sis :/ Happened to me too years ago. Lost my stories. Cue depressed episode.
I suggest downloading Windows 10, it's offered for free and it's good.
Other than that, I wish you strength.
I suggest downloading Windows 10, it's offered for free and it's good.
Other than that, I wish you strength.